sunkisser: (flower ning)
clearly I have problems. one of them is I can’t stop yapping and another one is finding a trait of my personality or a specific interest and seriously projecting it so that it becomes the most recognizable part of my identity. I think that with age and maturity I've mostly let this modus operandi go and have much less tried to micromanage the way my friends perceive me and just managed to let it be (to even better results than I could’ve ever hoped! truly having good friends is a blessing), but once upon a time I was in middle school and I was a reader.

'new year, new me,' she says in february )
sunkisser: (yeri cookie jar)
like a year ago around this time I was so entirely convinced that nct would be my last kpop boygroup… if you'd told me that I would be liking like 5+ new groups now I would've passed out

there's no bond stronger than that of a mentally ill girl and her kpop boys )
sunkisser: (Default)
my side bar was bothering me so I (<-- guy who literally knows nothing about css) played around with it a little and changed some things about my layout but for some reason my layout subtitle won't change automatically on my side bar when I change it on my journal style settings?? if there's anyone out there who knows what might be wrong this is a call for help T__T I think I've exhausted my bullshitting abilities fixing everything else
sunkisser: (yeri cookie jar)
originally, this was supposed to be about things (mostly comebacks) that I thought would be possible during 2022, but life is unpredictable and I've given up so now I'm making it about the things I WANT to happen during 2022. but I also have a lot of squares to fill so some of these I don't necessarily want to happen but I still find likely. I also don't actually stan that many groups lol you can tell I kind of gave up around the middle.

at least 3 new nct members (for the supposed new unit) red velvet 3rd full album aespa 2nd and 3rd mini albums red velvet new unit debut and/or aseul comeback 5dream mini album
7dream 2nd full album nct 127 mini album stayc 2nd and 3rd mini albums the cancellation of nct hollywood (this is wishful thinking) wayv 2nd full album
itzy 2nd full album aespa fanmeeting* FREE SPACE nct 2022 since sm seems so set on doing these now got7 reunion... pleek
renjun collab (at least a song feature!!!!) 2 twice mini albums 2 loona comebacks (also wishful thinking lol) stray kids subunit debut chenji duet song... yes I'm still waiting for that one
2 stray kids mini albums ningning and yeri in a GOT subunit taeil solo (this is actually manifestation) idk how but nct 00z subunit svt full album


*you know those fanmeetings that are essentially concerts but they also play games? that's the kind of fanmeeting I meant

this whole thing is literally just proof that pinkblood runs through my veins… anyway if anyone has any more predictions/thoughts I would love to hear them!
sunkisser: (yeojin jump)
a few weeks ago I went on a little trip down memory lane watching old got7 stages and got reminded of how they started me on my ao3 and kpop shipping journey so I started reminiscing and thought making one of these posts would be fun! bc what's better than psychoanalysing yourself and your taste in rpf ships amirite?

regrettably these are all boygroups bc I haven't really dabbled into gg ficdom even though it's something I've wanted to do for the longest time. out of all the ggs I currently stan the one I have the strongest shipping feelings abt is aespa but I have not looked into their ao3 tag yet and that's usually how I solidify my taste, so I'll try to do that sometime soon T__T

anyway this is lowkey a look at my kpop stan history but through a shipping lense so let's get into it!

a deep dive into my shipping psyche )
sunkisser: (jisung pout)
I have literally NO clue how to use css lol but I poked around here and there and mixed and matched code for a few layouts I liked until I turned up with this layout which I think is pretty decent (at least on desktop... mobile is a whole other can of worms I don't even want to open T__T). not to toot my own horn but for someone who didn't have any idea what she was doing I think it all turned out pretty nice. now I'll just pray I never get bored of it so I don't ever have to do this again

my biggest enemy after all that is actually finding nice matching icons... why must it be so hard