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the woes of a self-percieved ex-reader
clearly I have problems. one of them is I can’t stop yapping and another one is finding a trait of my personality or a specific interest and seriously projecting it so that it becomes the most recognizable part of my identity. I think that with age and maturity I've mostly let this modus operandi go and have much less tried to micromanage the way my friends perceive me and just managed to let it be (to even better results than I could’ve ever hoped! truly having good friends is a blessing), but once upon a time I was in middle school and I was a reader.
( 'new year, new me,' she says in february )
( 'new year, new me,' she says in february )
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2024: a year in media
I gave up a little bit last year because I fell into a very deep depression regarding certain personal things and the state of my country which really brought me down in a way I haven't been brought down in years. you can kinda see how much I gave up from july onwards just from how I stopped tracking and reviewing everything I watched (something that made me very happy before) T-T am I better now? honestly, I don't know! our political situation is awful and I feel like I have no future here, but I'm putting my best effort forward to keep going despite everything. and that includes tracking my media again! so lets get to it!
( 🎬📺📚 )
( 🎬📺📚 )
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august - december 2023 media round-up
as a last ditch attempt at getting my life back together I'll try my best to catch up on all the media round-ups that I definitely still tracked but couldn't be bothered to post on here... I almost gave up because it's been a year and a fucking half but I want to start posting on here again so all for the sake of consistency right...
( better late than never, right? )
( better late than never, right? )
on the closing of a chapter and fulfilling childhood dreams
I can't believe that it's been 9 months since I last posted anything on here… and it's been probably the most life changing 9 months of my life, I don't even know where to start or how to begin processing everything that's happened in such a both short and long time
( we're so back, baby )
( we're so back, baby )
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too many boys
like a year ago around this time I was so entirely convinced that nct would be my last kpop boygroup… if you'd told me that I would be liking like 5+ new groups now I would've passed out
( there's no bond stronger than that of a mentally ill girl and her kpop boys )
( there's no bond stronger than that of a mentally ill girl and her kpop boys )
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writing and explaining what I can't explain
I haven’t written anything in around 1 year and 5 months…. it’s really been a mix of lack of time and (somewhat) lack of motivation. although last time I wrote fic I kept it all to myself and had tons of fun just doing whatever the fuck I wanted, somehow not even that was enough to compel me to keep the habit even when life got busy and writing was no longer something I could do for an hour or two every night and Still have time to wind down after
( (pats head) it’s kind of turbulent up here lol )
( (pats head) it’s kind of turbulent up here lol )
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2022: a year in media
truly, truly wish I could say there's more to this post but this sad and tiny wrap-up is all I have to offer...
( 🎬📺📚 )
( 🎬📺📚 )
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damn... css got hands
my side bar was bothering me so I (<-- guy who literally knows nothing about css) played around with it a little and changed some things about my layout but for some reason my layout subtitle won't change automatically on my side bar when I change it on my journal style settings?? if there's anyone out there who knows what might be wrong this is a call for help T__T I think I've exhausted my bullshitting abilities fixing everything else
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