I gave up a little bit last year because I fell into a very deep depression regarding certain personal things and the state of my country which really brought me down in a way I haven't been brought down in years. you can kinda see how much I gave up from july onwards just from how I stopped tracking and reviewing everything I watched (something that made me very happy before) T-T am I better now? honestly, I don't know! our political situation is awful and I feel like I have no future here, but I'm putting my best effort forward to keep going despite everything. and that includes tracking my media again! so lets get to it!

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I can't believe that it's been 9 months since I last posted anything on here… and it's been probably the most life changing 9 months of my life, I don't even know where to start or how to begin processing everything that's happened in such a both short and long time

( we're so back, baby )

I haven’t written anything in around 1 year and 5 months…. it’s really been a mix of lack of time and (somewhat) lack of motivation. although last time I wrote fic I kept it all to myself and had tons of fun just doing whatever the fuck I wanted, somehow not even that was enough to compel me to keep the habit even when life got busy and writing was no longer something I could do for an hour or two every night and Still have time to wind down after

( (pats head) it’s kind of turbulent up here lol )

my side bar was bothering me so I (<-- guy who literally knows nothing about css) played around with it a little and changed some things about my layout but for some reason my layout subtitle won't change automatically on my side bar when I change it on my journal style settings?? if there's anyone out there who knows what might be wrong this is a call for help T__T I think I've exhausted my bullshitting abilities fixing everything else